Yes..this is who i am..
This is who i am and i think im really sick of who im..
Why do i always need to endure all this ?
yes..i get frus on things easily..im bad in emotion controls..
im the sicko..the sadist..whatever..
chill chill chill..tats all can people say.
but sometimes
i really think why i get frus ?
do you all really think of why do i get frus ?
and why is only me the one that get frus and brings up trouble all the time ?
why not the others ? WHY !!! WHY !!!
And why must i the one always forgive and regret ? regret and forgive ?
I think i know..
Im always the last person to everything..the joker..the being make fun stupid moron..
never anything that i said ever make sense, or no one even bother..or im being ask for the sake of asking ..whatever. KF will always be the same KF..nevermind him want la..he is ok one laa.
Im not a attention grabber, and i dont ask for your attention. so Don't ask me to do things that you know i won't do and then start blaming me..start blaming me. Don't ask me in just because you need more numbers ...
I have feelings really..being hurted and hurted and hurted and dissappointed and dissappointed ...
trying so hard to cover up everything but ends up starting over and over again ..
Who will think i dun get frus ?
who will think of me ???
I know how it feels ... everyone have feelings..i have feelings too !
i think im still young..i dunwan to keep on keeping all this inside, keeping all this inside ...my good cells will end up being bad cells, bad cells ends up becoming cancer cells !
Maybe im still a loser after all ...
this town don't feel mine ..
i will change .. but i don't think anyone cares..i don't care either !
Really needs to get all this out of myself. Don't think will be blogging so soon.
till then.
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Alucard is just a nick. I like design. I think i'm a rocker, maybe you will soon see me in papers. To care or plead silence. im just another ordinary yet extraordinary guy in the world. Life is soooo short....you search, you wait, you found, you lost, you get, you fail, you fall, you tried, you enjoyed, you been through, you believe, you knew, you forget, you hate, you pissed, you fucked, you earn, you learn, you trust, you were....
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3 comments:
i don't know about you but what i'll do is i'll suck it up and do what's best...i'll change to be better...i'll strive to be better...not to be better than other people..but be better than who i am now and before...everyone falls once in a while..i do too..and staying strong ain't easy...life's a bitch like how i always say...nothing's easy and don't ask why..because that's just it...oh well...i hope you'll chill out soon and get back on track...peace out brother!
i haven't known you long enough but i think you're nice and that it's their loss if they don't know how to treat friends the right way. hope you feel better.
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